• We went to the cinema and watched Haywire, which is a rare beast - a female led action film. I really liked it and he found it confusing
• We went round the shops a bit and I bought jeans I like but in the wrong size ahahah so they must go back
• He kept calling me beautiful and he said he loved my hands because they're 'cute' and stuff and was generally really lovely

We didn't really do anything out of the ordinary so there's not much to write about but it was nice to see him again.

• I had parents' evening on Monday, and David, my Politics teacher, said I was brilliant, and couldn't think of any criticisms even though he racked his brains ahaha I AM THE DON OF POLITICS and he thinks I'm a straight-A student, and Kay, my English teacher, said pretty much the same thing so I am ALSO THE DON OF ENGLISH. She also loved the red streak in my mum's hair :')
• Findlay gave me a mixtape which was awesome, but I haven't listened to it yet
• Lunch was really nice today, I sat with Anna, Rachel, Abi and Harriet in the media corridor and we took some pictures and aw it was fun :)
• In Sociology we had to watch this hideous thing which was just so awkward but really hilarious at the same time and Michael said 'cunt' which was so funny but no one picked up on it

And yes that is my life. 

Today was entirely average.

My form tutor said my report was 'outstanding' and one of the best he'd ever seen or s/t which was mildly embarrassing but also made me wonder about the state of the college considering my current grades are only two As and two Bs.

All my teachers seem to bumlick me a little, but I don't think many of them actually like me. It's really obvious that one of my Sociology teachers thinks I'm a twat but he's a tiny man from Birmingham so it's OK.

In other news that I was going to call 'cultural' but isn't because it only applies to me:

• Sherlock has finished and I am sad
• I am addicted to The Big Bang Theory and Family Guy, I do not see this changing any time soon
• I am reading Frankie Boyle's second book Work! Consume! Die! and it is marvellous
• My teacher has only taught up to chapter four of our book, Things Fall Apart, but I have read up to chapter sixteen
• I lose the will to live on a daily basis because I hate so many of the people I come into contact with. The only thing that makes this better is Watch The Throne coming up on Shuffle
• I have bought Calum's anniversary card and it states 'I love you so much I pretend to share your taste in music'.This is half-true
• I have started doing Ministry of Sound's Move It Lose It exercise DVD, which makes me feel a little less like I'm overdue a cardiac arrest.
  

Politics yesterday went so much better than Sociology! It was soooo good. I spent like an hour revising with Alice (my Cleggy!) and her friend who is also a Charlotte, she has a harem of Charlottes :') and then we had a bit of lunch and walked to the exam venue, shitting ourselves in unison.

It was amazing, I was right next to a beer pump like AW YEAH and the whole venue was so light compared to the 'hey, come kill yourself' vibe of the sports hall. The exam was fucking amazing, and the booklets actually gave me enough room to let my writing reach its prime size for quickness (eg, a bit too big). The questions were pretty easy altogether, but a couple of hard ones warranted some bullshit but hopefully I shall get an A :)

I went to Calumina's today and he met me at the staion and afterwards he said that he thought I looked 'exquisite' which was so lovely to hear and then we went to KFC and then walked up the hill of death which nearly killed me.

When we got in I gave him this chocolate stuff and a card because he's a genius and got in the paper - or is going to get in the paper - for winning this poster thingy and I'm really proud of him :)

Umm then we watched Family Guy and cuddled and other stuff and aww it was lovely, he makes me feel all safe and other soppy shit like that and he looked so amazing today was well I was just like asddfghjkl how are you my boyfriend?! And then I was kind of upset about something and he got on the floor and sat behind me and pulled me into his lap and cuddled me and stroked my hair, he's so lovely to me.

Then we went to a park and found a heroin needle trololololol and came back and did something lovely and aw I love Calum so much he is AMAZING and so lovely and smells perfect.

Theeeen we watched some more Family Guy and we got under the covers and it was really warm and lovely and he gave me Frosties because I like them (actually there is no other reason he would get me Frosties) and we cuddled and then after Family Guy we just cuddled a bit more - he had his head on top of mine and one hand underneath me and the other stroking my back and he's wonderful - and then he showed me some work he'd done. He'd drawn me a wolf because I said I missed his drawings :) and I do. The wolf is so so brilliant and he's so good at what he does, I wish he'd realise.

• Only six people turned up for English and I felt knackered
• Went to the library and started revising Politics but then Findlay turned up so we revised for like 20 minutes then he went to smoke and I revised a tiny bit more
• Then we went to Redwoods and talked about his shameful scene kid past and he said he'd make me a mixtape and aw it was like the only good bit of my day
• Actually no because then I had ''''lunch'''' but really we just sat there anyway yeah with Anna then Rachel came in and meh twas alright
• Sat in the library and tried to cram some Sociology then went to the sports hall
• Waited with Danniella and her friend for a bit then George came along and ugh then we got the questions and I WANTED TO DIE they were awful :( and I feel dead now fml hating exams since 2k12

Bring on the retake.

The worst thing in the world ever is revision. I've been doing it for like a month for my January exams for Politics and Sociology and it's making me lose the will to live more than anything. As well as this, in the last couple of days I've started to feel like it's not going in and I'm not going to do very well. I should probably say here that to me 'not very well' is a B, which most people would be kind of pleased with.

January exams are meant to be the easiest exams to complete, so if I can't get As in these then there doesn't feel like there's tons of hope, because I reeeaaally want to get at least A A B in my A-Levels, even B B A would piss me off. I mean if Tamara Ecclestone can get four As, if I can't even get two there's something wrong!

Ugh ANYWAY in Sociology today we were doing all this stuff about social interactionism and I was like what. I didn't remember half of it and the other half I don't think I could've written an essay about. And in Politics the other day I got 15/25 on one question which kind of shook me up because I normally get way less than 10 marks off full marks on...anything. This makes me sound so bad but it's like, I know how to do well in exams. Or I thought I did.